Saturday night ramblings

Today has been a great day. Like genuine gold. And I literally worked nine hours of overtime. Make that make sense. But I don’t know, man. That’s just how I’m feeling. It’s just been a day of personal growth. Maybe a bit of long-awaited acceptance. A bit of actually listening to what my body and mind are telling me. Sitting in quiet. But also taking myself on a reading coffee date to the park.

Why today?

Couldn’t fucking tell you. But I’m not gonna say no to a gift dropped in my lap. To insult it by asking. Sometimes I think you don’t even realise you’ve been down til you have a truly sublime day. And your axis just tilts. I don’t know. I just kind of wanted to tell you. I miss you. I hope you’ve had a great day too. If not, that’s okay. We’ll try again tomorrow. And that’s pretty magic.

I know I sound drunk probably. Hasn’t shown up since an obligatory post in March and now pops up out the blue at eleven pm on a Saturday. But I’m actually stone cold sober. And I think that’s what makes this feeling so much more important.

Take care of yourselves.

Young and In Love (Sam de Jong Remix) – Ingrid Michaelson

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